Love is Here

But it only seems to be falling apart. Why?

I thought I had everything figured out. I thought my life was close to perfect and everything was fallinginto place. I guess I was wrong because I feel like I’ve fallen back into the same rut I’ve always been in. I kept fighting it but I think I just gave up. I’m exhausted and can’t fight this thing anymore.

Even though it’s over, my heart skips a beat when I see your face or hear your name. It just about stops when you talk to me. I want so badly to still be friends. You don’t know this but I deleted your number. It was just not a good idea for me to have it. We would always say things that we didn’t mean. But now that it’s gone, now that the only connection I have to you are rare facebook statuses, I feel like I’ve lost you altogether. Don’t get me wrong, I do not have feelings for you anymore. You will always have that piece of my heart, but I’m okay with that and I’ve moved on. That doesn’t mean I don’t still miss you though. I miss your smile. I miss seeing your name on my phone’s screen. I miss your laugh. I miss your wit and clever remarks. I miss you.

What should I get??

I’m laying on my bed crying my eyes out.